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Well, After watching many animes/mangas... i'm a person who feels for others..
even though animes and mangas are fiction but they hold feelings in them
Some times after i seen those animes, i feel for them despite being fake...

I ask... why do we exist? where would we go after we die? Reincarnation? why do we need to rebirth? heaven? is there really such a place? is everyone bad? i don't think so, i don't believe everyone is bad to the core... just that i think all these is because we are selfish...? maybe.. why do i exist then? what should i do now? well, the universe is vast, many things have not been discovered yet... maybe there really are "aliens".. I finds things like disasters,epidemics,war.. Sad,terrifying... i ask myself, why do things happen like this? why?...sometimes i ask... is any of this real or not?

I think that... one day, we will truly find peace in our hearts because, like i said, i don't believe that everyone is bad to the core. Even the worst people, may discover that they have done wrong and that they are sorry for it... blinded by greed,hatred,selfishness... Maybe not everyone will discover.. you may say, they won't discover what they did wrong but... i just know one thing.

Everyone was born Pure. A little pure baby, innocent... i read a manga and they said about lies and the main character said if everyone wasn't selfish or does selfish acts then, everyone can be happy. Well, even though being fake, i think that it kinda make sense right?

i feel truly blessed. for i can question all these, learn so much and feel so much even though things are fake.i didn't get the answers but i know...

We live for ourselves, hatred can be overcomed but it is very hard...
Feelings cannot be put into words...
You have to try and Feel from what they say or their hearts.
even if you get your revenge, nothing will change, you will still feel sad... i think its best that we let go of things... And don't hurt the Heart.... As time pass, we learn to let go.. Never hurt the heart because it may take 10 years or more to heal that wound you inflicted... it even may never heal.

In the manga, the character was super honest and very naive.. then i questioned, can we believe in people? even though you're being tricked, getting hurt...Try, Try to forgive.. I think the answer for ME is Yes, we can.. as long as people think that way, theres no reason to hurt others... as long as we don't mean it..

Now i feel that we should enjoy our lifes and not take things for granted.. Its hard but i just want to treasure things.. as much as i can.. people take things for granted but i want to just try to treasure them as much as i can remember.

people say that comics,mangas, animes won't do you good. i don't think so, for i think that the creators have put their talent, their feelings and their imagination into them that is why people can feel things from it...

Heres just some inspiration from the animes and mangas...

[We Live to Fight, We Fight to live
A Battle Ground, A World of Lies
Can we believe in Humans?
If we don't hurt,think for others
Stop being Selfish
Then..
We'll live happily right?
Pray and Wish
One day,
We'll understand each other,
The Heart,The Truth
To Trust others..
Bringing Forth
Ever lasting Peace

What are Pictures?
Pictures of Memories and the Heart
Memories fade,but the Feelings of the Memories don't
Alone and Loneliness
The Happiness of being Concerned,Loved and Cared
The Heart Keeps beating, a Sign of Existence
Why do you exist?
Empty
Acknowledgment and Acceptance

Even if its just for now, its good enough...
if betrayed, its ok
Its so Near yet so Far
Is any of this Real or Not?
Worn out,Swirl
Why is the snow white?
Forgotten
Colours, Meaning and Trust
What exactly are Feelings and Memories?
Trust,Soul and Connections ] - By Sarah Ang

[The Never Ending sky
The Closer you get to something
The harder it is to see it
Don't lose sight of it
Precious ones,
All the more, you should keep looking and hold it
Never let go,
Never take them for granted
What lies now
Cannot be re-obtained
A second ago is the Past, Deep Deep Inside]
-By Sarah Ang

Yume no ka?

Feelings... Not a Dream
What a relief... :D